Ahhhh!

so its spring break and i should be relaxing and having a great break from the regular..should be being the key phrase..i am having somewhat the opposite of times.
my mind is fried. theres 300 thousand things racing through it at any point in the day. some things being things i should just let go and not bother thinking about..others have reason to be racing through my mind.. and some are just random. its drinving me crazy though. i was hoping for a peaceful break but i keep letting myself and life interfere. i hold onto things i would be better off giving to god. but me being me i give it then take it right back. im frustrated with quite a lot.
i just need peace. and to be willing to accept the peace and not try and mess it up.

My Mommy

if you are reading this blog I'm pretty much assuming you know my mom, if not you should get to know her she pretty amazing. No she hasn't done anything spectacular in life you can basically classify her as average ..which I am perfectly A-OKAY with..shes fabulous to me. I love just talking to her about life. She has so much to say and she would never give herself credit for being a good listener or person to talk to but she truly is. I can go to her with things and know I'm going to get a sincere response. I guess I never realized just how great our relationship was until I've been faced with my recent challenges of young motherhood and the drama I've gotten along with that. I can go to her bawling my eyes out feeling like I make no sense and she gets it. I thank God for the mother he gave me, I pray my daughter and I have the kind of relationship my mommy and I do.