Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Ahhhh!

so its spring break and i should be relaxing and having a great break from the regular..should be being the key phrase..i am having somewhat the opposite of times.
my mind is fried. theres 300 thousand things racing through it at any point in the day. some things being things i should just let go and not bother thinking about..others have reason to be racing through my mind.. and some are just random. its drinving me crazy though. i was hoping for a peaceful break but i keep letting myself and life interfere. i hold onto things i would be better off giving to god. but me being me i give it then take it right back. im frustrated with quite a lot.
i just need peace. and to be willing to accept the peace and not try and mess it up.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

let yourself relax girl (: you're gonna be a great mother, and really soon! take a bubble bath, or take a nap, just let yourself relax and don't worry about a thing. love you sami (:

Amanda said...

I'll be praying that you get a relaxing day and that your mind clears. Really. You are such an awesome girl! I love you!

Kristina Weeks said...

you are in prayer, always always always.
sometimes, i find it helpful to write everything down, and then say each thing that's worrying/stressing you out loud to God, so you're verbally speaking into existence your fears and then verbally giving it to Jesus. just as God spoke life into things, you can speak to God your trust and accept his peace. you know? you are wonderful, truly and honestly, and it's amazing to see you and the mature grace you posses every sunday.
much love from this end.