Ugh.

at work today this man came in..just a normal customer..but he got me..bad..from the very moment he uttered one simple word. all the memories came flooding back.

he sounded just like drew.

i had to stop for a moment. had to ask him to repeat what he said i was so caught up in his voice the first time. his voice took me back to high school and the month a 2 weeks i dated drew.

honestly i dont get it. i dont know why losing drew gets to me so bad. we werent super close after we broke up.. we lived totally seperate lives and really in no way did our paths cross..well excpet for every morning he stood outside me first block class senior year talkin to his girl friend. i never spoke to him though.

i went to his grave the other day it helps to go and talk to him although it doesnt make sense of why i miss him like i do.

ok well i just needed to vent..

"the purpose of today is to have fun make memories and to not get hurt."